Well

seldom tok now...

i really miss her....

as a friend...or a lover?
i dunno...

i just miss toking to her now...

no matter hw much i i dislike her attitude

i m still much in love wif her...dun ask mi why...i really dunno....

i guess i fall....i fall for the poetic part of her
she is good...

i guess she will be somebody one day....


well...she say i m nobody to her...

i guess....

ya..




who m i to her?.....jus a normal friend tat she will forget easily....


sad to hear it though....

but...
think back....
even a lover....
i treat her freaking bad....


she really need someone tat she can commit....really totally commit to him...


she will be happy.....she will be a best gf...best wife in the world..


seriously....

she is....


when we 1st started out...

i feel the love...the care....the xin fu feeling...

like i haf someone hu really care for mi...

like i haf a wife...


haha.....well..pple...... luff at mi..but...it the truth...



thigns gone wrong...when she suddenly dun wan this and tat...


and u noe u will lose her soon...temper gets freaking bad....pissed off easily...

trying to get back wat i wan...i shldnt do tat...


i shld haf plan thing...to surprise her...


argh...well..u will think better when u are out of the box...out of tat situation...


i shld haf cont dancing....she will be proud...



instinct again i guess...



well..ya....lost...

haha



nth cant describe or measure the love i haf for her...
nt ttat i m boasting...


this is hw much i love her.....



be it after a few years...

i will still be ther for her....
i dunno why...dun ask mi why...

its my heart...

i cant stop it.....

it get really tire if my brain keeps fighting....



maybe...this is mi....

i m really leaving this stuff aside...



u noe....i need to improve myself....

destination are planned...


nw....i m on my way ther....








aii....


i m not ready to face her yet...

i m still in love wif her?

yes my dear....

i still in love with you...

all i hope was....









u to come back to dance again...

rmb....


as long as i m still alive....i wun forget you...

i will still be loving u so much...

fat...old...thin....slim...pretty..ugly...

i will still be here



i guess..i surender to my heart...cos...



i miss you......





may u protect her from everything....

anything thing tat gonna harm her.....

she is a good lady....

its jus tat her lover isnt good enuff for her.....

her lover is the bad ones....






*looking the my scar*

i miss u....dear?