i feel like back then again.

I wanna dance.

i wanna earn money with Steff,

and i wanna be with you again.



i acted like i was normal...

i neglected my heart..

i never ever wanted to take it back.

but.

things came back,

It says

"i wanna keep her safe"

"I wan her to be happy"




she's is aching , i am aching inside too.

Maybe becos of the menses, i was particularly emo during the nite.

or maybe becos i am feeeling you.


i dreamt of you. We were happy and i wished i never wake up cause i know i can't have you in real life.

I wanted to be beside you, ur shadow, any where that i could see and feel you. i am happy.

i blog this, cause, i really felt it coming back.