I am really...

panicky..


if you would really msg mi a good luck msg.

i make sure i will win this dance comp for you.



rite.....



she wun read it.

thats the point.

its jus for writing sake.

i feel like back then again.

I wanna dance.

i wanna earn money with Steff,

and i wanna be with you again.



i acted like i was normal...

i neglected my heart..

i never ever wanted to take it back.

but.

things came back,

It says

"i wanna keep her safe"

"I wan her to be happy"




she's is aching , i am aching inside too.

Maybe becos of the menses, i was particularly emo during the nite.

or maybe becos i am feeeling you.


i dreamt of you. We were happy and i wished i never wake up cause i know i can't have you in real life.

I wanted to be beside you, ur shadow, any where that i could see and feel you. i am happy.

i blog this, cause, i really felt it coming back.

Useless me

FUCK YOU!!!

i can't stand it!!


I am sucks at dance...

I can't forget you...

I can't handle work well..

I can't manage my time well...

I get from bad to worse...





ARGh!!...

I just fukcing hate myself....damn it!!



CB


KNN!!!