i have so much things in mind...

things tat i wanna do....


things tat i wanna achieve....

the goals...


without her its like someone who has lost one of their senses....


but other sense will get stronger and shaper.....


i guess...
this is wat i need to do.....


well...

i dunno....


thoughts is coming back...


she falls.....

do i need to cushion her?

a part of mi really don;t wan any one to hurt her..


another part of mi....

jus wann alet her learn sumthing by falling...

and also...

i m in pain....too painful...




finally...i asked ann to let mi dance in a girls cheoro...

and even request to let mi sing...

=)...

she say she no prob....



i need to push myself....

if not...

nth is goin to work...