ENOUGH!

i am fucking aching, but i know that i am not suppose to fall back to the past...

i wanna sleep, yet thsi 2 nites, i witness someone's and people's death.

whta is bothering me,

whenever i am in my subconcious state, my head automatcally think of things that doesn't link!!!

Seriously..

don't push me to the limit.

i refering the "he" beside the "Her"




i know i am not suppose to care anymore.

we are friends rite?




everytime i read about her blog,
i jus feel freaking helpless about it..

1st, i am not suppose to care but she is hurt.

2nd, if i care, she will ask mi to fuck off.

3rd, I don't wanna be pulled back to the past.


i dunno if i am still in love with you or i jus feel for you.

if only i could be there as long as you want me to. but.........