i m not toking

i don't wanna tok...

jus...
so messy now....

Depression

No Point...


sometime i feel so tire that i wanna give up,
but i couldn't because i still love you.

sometime i just wanna end my life so that i couldn't feel a thing,
but i couldn't because i still wanna take care of you.

sometime i just wanna walk away from you so that i wouldn't be so sad,
but without you i will be even worse.

sometime i just want to spend all my time with you,
but i realise our relationship will get worse if we spend so much time together.

sometime i wonder why people's girlfriends are much better,
because i didn't realise the things that you have done for me until you pointed them out.
I am sorry for forcing you to be someone u ain't.

sometime i just wish that you could just make a small steps so that i could be happy,
but i realise it's a small steps for me to think and a huge leap for you to do it.

sometime i just wish that you could listen to me,
but i think its my way of approaching you that isn't right.

sometime i just wish that we could communicate without us having to threaten one another
but it's just me. I don't know how i could communicate with you.

I Love It

i like imagining myself.

devouring on something...

enjoying every moment of biting and chewing

on a...













*Evil Grin*

Opps!

you saw that last drip of blood at the corner of my mouth




i just wanna say

i love the taste of blood..